Here is the full story of those messages. It begins off at school where I was being bullied due to my height and some grades I've gotten in the past. The "bullies" started messing with my stuff in Athletics and scattered my backpack's belongings out into lockers across the hallways through the lockers. I was really angry and just annoyed with myself on my grades and my height. I went home that day being really sad and distressed so I decided to watch a bit of YouTube and play some Hypixel. I was in a group chat with some Hypixel community members involving Seducive, Threes, Two of my friends from staffing, and 4 other community members. Seducive pointed out my height as I made the mistake to share my IRL in a community discord we were all in prior. It reminded me of how I felt when the bullies were messing with me and made me feel singled out and different. I acted out of straight anger and shouldn't have. That does NOT reflect my personality, personal being, or how I act AT ALL. I have since learned and have made many friends over the game from either Staffing or Playing. I do not condone Toxicity nor do I want to be Toxic. I really am not proud of that moment at all and have learned what it means to be a great staff member from various experiences after that toxic remark. I have since changed greatly and hope that that does not reflect my personality or how I act at all, as it is not and I do not act like that at all. I've been hoping to be given the opportunity to become a Helper on the SagePvP network and have worked greatly on my application and attitude since then.
I am having an awesome day so far with having this vacation from school which has gotten me to work out my priorities and how I like to act on the internet. As they say, nothing on the internet can be permanently deleted and it all reflects how you are as a person. I hope you all have a wonderful next of this COVID-19 crisis and enjoy your time on Sage.
Best Regards,
HCF