you should be able to take criticism then apply for staff, whatever you said in chat just looks unprofessional and immature for someone that wants to be staff on a network
+1ing someone means you think they would be a good addition to the staff team, not because you're good friends with them and have known them for so long
sure, ive messaged rekt who was the staff manager at the time
also just noticed, on your other app you had veltpvp admin and arcane mod+? where is that on your app